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Riding the Anticipation Roller Coaster

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 Waiting for the NO, the Maybe, or the Yes.

Since several people are thanking me for sharing what this is like, I’m diving in.  The emails have been sweet, btw. 😉

What I’m feeling today:

I got up ridiculously early.  Early enough to have the hubby do a double take when I shuffled into the kitchen for coffee.  I was wrapped in my favorite, fire-red blankie.  It’s chenille and so soft and warm, I would wear it out as clothing if I could. 

Instead of my usual “God, why do I have to get up?” scowl, I scooted in for a hug. 

Now I’m sitting here with my laptop and he keeps sliding me these strange sort of apprehensive looks. 

I think he’s expecting me to pop or something.  I might. 

I went to bed before midnight because we’re hitting that photo job again today and I don’t need to be sleepy.  Did I sleep?  NO!  I am experiencing these lightening-fast switches of emotion that have me walking around scrambled. 

I queried my first agent six months ago yet this time around it’s different because I took several writer friends’ advice and sent out a handful of E-queries this week.  They recommended ten.  I kept it to four.  I’ve already heard back from all of them.  Eek.  In total, five could possibly be reading DOTT right now.  (I sent a snail mail partial to one a month ago and have had one quick “no.”)

So, I get into bed last night and the brain jumps onto the coaster.  Up.  Down.  Around. Upside-freaking-down.

What if they all say no?  This is a very real possibility and believe it or not, I am prepared. 🙂

What if more than one responds with an offer? (Rachel said I needed an agent to find an agent.  Brat. <g>)

The latter isn’t a likely scenario because I’m a new writer.  Well…  not really (The OKRWA and Romance Ink members are all chuckling right about now.) -but as far as book length fiction, I may have written six other manuscripts, but I published none of them.   Got close, though! 

And I have published short fiction.   

So, honestly?  My skin is tougher now, but I’m still a little bit of a softy inside.  The hubby says that’s a part of my charm.  (But he’s still looking at me like my head could start spinning any second.)

And then, there is something I thought you guys would find amusing.  Especially Jill Monroe.  I wrote this president’s column a few years ago about fortune cookies.  I need to find a copy for you guys.  But she loved it.  I used to get these wonderful fortunes during the strangest times. 

So yesterday, the hubby took me for Chinese food for lunch.  As I told you, I had a killer attack of nerves right during lunch.  He picks up a fortune cookie and nudges the other toward me.  His said, “Keep your feet on the ground despite friend’s compliments.” 

I was like, “Hey, I should have picked that one.”   I was thinking that I need to be prepared for anything at this point and well, my friends do love me… so they could possibly be uh… flattering for a reason.  heh heh

His response was something along the lines of his usual no-nonsense kind.  “You didn’t.” 

So, I picked up mine and guess what it said? 

“Your current plans will succeed.” 

7 Comments

  1. Ken Ken
    November 30, 2007    

    Cool! That’s good to know.

  2. November 30, 2007    

    I’m so freaking excited for you I can barely stand it. 😮

  3. November 30, 2007    

    That is the PERFECT fortune. You know, whenever I eat a fortune cookie, I think of you.

    Good luck, Rinda!

  4. November 30, 2007    

    Heather, I am prepared for the no from them, but damn, it is hard not to be excited about the possibility of a yes, right? 😉

    Jill, thought you’d get a kick out of yesterday’s fortune. When my husband nudged it toward me, I flashed back to that mob movie with Hugh Grant. I actually looked around for the woman who kept saying, “Eat the “effin” cookie.” LOL!

    Ken, I really do need to find that cookie column. Especially since I put the fortunes somewhere safe and promptly forgot where. ;/

  5. November 30, 2007    

    I am not a brat. 😉

    And I have horrible luck with fortune cookies.

  6. November 30, 2007    

    I say that in the most affectionate way possible. Besides, I love brats. (g)

  7. November 30, 2007    

    Only 4 (well, 5) queries out there so far and they’ve *all* requested material… That’s such good going! 🙂

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